Thursday, April 28, 2005
Cries that carried till the next dawn.
RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
Yesterday I happily returned home from rehearsal to find out that my computer CRASHED. Of all times it had to crash when I need to complete my F&N for mid year's examiniation I thought. I even prepared myself to stay up the entire night just to complete it. But, whatever. So I thought a reformatting will save me, but to no avail. It got so worst that I had to ring up David in the middle of the night and he broke the news to me that my HARD DISK CRASHED. I believe I held back the tears when I was on the phone with him for that short while. But how long could I hold? When I know that I've LESS THAT 6hours to get everything done and submitted the next morning with no computers available? I rang up Grace and let out my tears. So as I was reading through my inbox, I found Genia's stern message to me at 2341hours that I MUST COMPLETE MY COURSEWORK A till modification by today, and that made me feel hopeless, for the first time. What made me want to cry more was her message at 0041hours Gal, I hope u dun run away tomo. please come for my lesson ok? make use of the time to finish my coursework. :) night, night. But it was also because of the behind time for revision that made me cry even more. )': But anyway, I didn't get any understanding or sympathy from my Dad but blamed me that I shouldn't have left my computer on. I believe Winne's the culprit, and my Dad was the culprit of the culprits. Oh, whatever.
So all I need BADLY now is a new set of computer that will work well, accessed with lightning speed and an iPOD to store songs and files. But wait, I can stop dreaming because I've no money. Davin suggested that I get a new hard disk, but does Dell computer allows me to do so? I hope so with all my heart.
My eyes are swollen now. How badly, I wouldn't want to know.
RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
maoed.]
at 8:53 AM
+++His child.
jiayi; jean. 060488// hope// sound ministry// neb1// grace's sheep// phs// 5compassion// basketball//
+++smiles.
Him// simpsonx// shuping// red.black.white// eight// violin// guitar// disney// animals// kids// adidas// bottoms// horror::thrillers// watermelon// peach// mango// tomato// tea// fish// white chocs// marshmellows// shopping// friendships
+++frowns.
noise// dirtiness// chili// pork// snake// comedies// thunders// lightnings//
+++memories.
chalet//
courageous camp//
devotees//
devotees`bbq//
faith camp//
firework`04//
foundation camp//
life in the kingdom//
neb//
phs`03//
phs'04//
seventeen//
siMpsOnx//
student conference//
the ultimate dare//
+++books.
a love worth giving// a woman's answer to anger// every young woman's battle// helping others without hurting yourself// journeys of friendship//
if you want to walk on water, you've got to get out of the boat// in the grip of grace// love beyond reason// loving God with all your mind// recapture the world//
the friendship's of women// traveling light// wild at heart// words that hurt words that heal//
